New Song to Love

This song is beautiful. It is absolutely beautiful and understandable for me right now.

When I was little
I used to walk across the streets with my eyes closed
To see if God existed and I never got hit
I danced along the edges of the rooftop
To see if I would fall
And I never did
And for a moment
I feel immortal
And I am not scared, I am not scared
I feel immortal
‘Cause I know you were there
‘Cause I know you are there
No one around me
Believed in anything so how could I
Expect them to believe in just a girl
I’d cry myself to sleep inside my bedroom
And swear I’d never let them crush my world
And for a moment
I feel immortal
And I am not scared, I am not scared
I feel immortal
‘Cause I know you were there
‘Cause I know you are there
I felt like a flower
Trying to grow from the pavement
They would walk all over me
I felt like a snowflake
In the middle of the desert
Wishing I’d melt so I could be free
I feel immortal
And I am not scared, no I am not scared
I feel immortal
‘Cause I know you were there
‘Cause I know you are there
I am not scared

Being Alone

Image taken at Redemption Quest

One thing that I've come to accept is that we all are destined to spend a lot of time alone in Second Life. It's not that there aren't thousands of people in the game. It's that there's limits to how many people we can connect with. We're not meant to be friends with everyone, and trying to be friends with everyone can be very stressful. But we all have a fear of being alone.

Just remember that there are people who care. It may even only be one person, but numbers don't matter. Your real friends  will be there for you no matter what.

Irritate a Goblin... Get Stabbed.

I'm kind of annoyed today. It's one thing for someone to hire me to do something and then expect it done. It's another for me to volunteer my services and for someone to not give me a chance to do what I want to do with the project. It irks me something terrible. Why? Because it makes me feel kinda used.

In this particular instance I volunteered myself to set up a build. A low prim one. And I had planned to do some detail work on it. This was around 3:30 am-4:00 am my time. I did most of the build mockup, and I was planning to do some detail work on it, but she nagged and nagged, so I finally just sent her the basic build.

And amna gonna volunteer for anything else for a nice long while. I'm annoyed and I really am not happy with her rush rush attitude, especially when I know she was told to wait a bit on it until she would be able to pay rent for a period of time on her business. Besides it isn't my problem. I should just take a step back and mind my own

Oh and the icing on the cake? The electric went out at work for about half an hour or so. It's ridiculous...*annoyed sigh* Nothing is going my way atm.

good day ^_^

Tonight was a good night (or last night) well tuesday the 9th was a good day on the most part. tiring but it was a good day. So here's a stack of comic's I've saved in the past few weeks for you to look at XD. ^_^.

just a club giggle

One of the girls at Club Dream (Rotsuoy I believe) Made this picture in response to my frequent reluctance to join the contest boards. I lol'd so hard that i joined the board XD. It's always nice when people actually pay attention to my habits XD, even if it seems that they are more than a little annoyed by them.

But, it's a complicated matter, at least in my mind lol.

Maybe I'll explain it some time XD.